Friday, April 06, 2012
Raining day
Another day have pass, it's getting nearer to 12-04-2012 Haiz. Is Jamadi birthday, how i wish i will be able to celebrate it with him. I am wondering how is he? I just don't know why is so hard to forget him :(
I Miss u a lots :(
Posted @ 1:13 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2012
haiz
It been a long time since my last update. A lot of things happen. I just hate my life. Start from my bf. I don't think we should continue be together. He is being more and more rdiculous. Always suspect this and that, think i with other guys go for lunch and all that. Fcuk it ar. I am so sick and tired repeating the same things to him. He just simply can't understand me and catch what i'm actually trying to tell him. Told him that i wanted a break up for a lot of times but he just won't accept the fact. Soon or later we will still break up right? Continue like that you are just making me suffering through out the relationship. As my mum already show some hints toward you and hope you will know. But you just want to continue act a blur and then end up push the blame on me. And say why you want me move home lerz? Izzit got any motive or whatever shit larz. Pissed! I just don't feel like seeing your face everyday, you are too over sticky! Seriously i hate my life a lot! I just want to be alone understand!
My mum condition is getting worse, i also don't know what to do. When ever she take care of my daughter, i will worried. But i have no choice, i have to work. :( More and more stress is coming for me, i don't have place to run but to face it.
Why can't i just be like other people have a wonderful life? Don't have to worry this and that? I'm so sick and tired of everything, how i wish i can give up on everything.
Honestly speaking, i still miss Jamadi a lot. Everyone is really damn different from him. I miss the times we together, and most important is i miss the times when he is my bf :( No oen can win him in my heart. Suddenly i felt lonely, i wish to go back to past and be with him :( But i know is impossible. T.T I also think he don't love me le ba :( Maybe is i love him too over le ba :(
Posted @ 8:11 PM
Friday, April 06, 2012
Raining day
Another day have pass, it's getting nearer to 12-04-2012 Haiz. Is Jamadi birthday, how i wish i will be able to celebrate it with him. I am wondering how is he? I just don't know why is so hard to forget him :(
I Miss u a lots :(
Posted @ 1:13 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2012
haiz
It been a long time since my last update. A lot of things happen. I just hate my life. Start from my bf. I don't think we should continue be together. He is being more and more rdiculous. Always suspect this and that, think i with other guys go for lunch and all that. Fcuk it ar. I am so sick and tired repeating the same things to him. He just simply can't understand me and catch what i'm actually trying to tell him. Told him that i wanted a break up for a lot of times but he just won't accept the fact. Soon or later we will still break up right? Continue like that you are just making me suffering through out the relationship. As my mum already show some hints toward you and hope you will know. But you just want to continue act a blur and then end up push the blame on me. And say why you want me move home lerz? Izzit got any motive or whatever shit larz. Pissed! I just don't feel like seeing your face everyday, you are too over sticky! Seriously i hate my life a lot! I just want to be alone understand!
My mum condition is getting worse, i also don't know what to do. When ever she take care of my daughter, i will worried. But i have no choice, i have to work. :( More and more stress is coming for me, i don't have place to run but to face it.
Why can't i just be like other people have a wonderful life? Don't have to worry this and that? I'm so sick and tired of everything, how i wish i can give up on everything.
Honestly speaking, i still miss Jamadi a lot. Everyone is really damn different from him. I miss the times we together, and most important is i miss the times when he is my bf :( No oen can win him in my heart. Suddenly i felt lonely, i wish to go back to past and be with him :( But i know is impossible. T.T I also think he don't love me le ba :( Maybe is i love him too over le ba :(
Posted @ 8:11 PM