Friday, September 30, 2011
Yaya
After for 1 month that we have been together, i realies that things does not really working well. Some of the things i find it so ridiculous that you can get so easily angry over it. Even just a facebook comment. You can just like angry till machiam like i really did wrong a damn big stuff like that. I have try myself for letting you even though i know that i'm neither that perfect. Ya i admit that i m a selfish person which only always wanted to win. I just can't help it when you actually control me too over. Seriously i can't stand it. I need my freedom back. I'm tired and sick of this kind of relationship. Always quarrel over small little problem. Ya to you is a big things but to me is a small things. I need we really have to sit down and talk about it.
All i need is peace and leave me alone :(
Posted @ 7:04 PM
Thursday, September 15, 2011
I dunno what to say also
Recently when to Hong Kong, it was fun and i do enjoy it even though the air pollution there is suck but over all i'm happy :) Spend a totally of $650 there and if plus air ticket and hotel total is $ 1350? LOL!! thanks to ah jie hee >.<...if nt i will be fcuking broke ar..haaa..
When i really choose to give up, you came back to me and say, you willing to fight for me. Why don't you just fight from the start? Why only when you regret then you come back to me? Seriously i m not any fcuking toys for you to push around ar. Even though there will still be love in it, but you treating me like a fcuking toy ar? lol..I m just a fcuking stupid girl who always there for you, whenever you need me, I be there even no matter how late izzit. Buy food for you, wait for you to finish work just like a idiot. No matter how tired i m, I will always there. But you? lol..I have given you everythin include myself but what i gain? Been treated like a toy? haaa..Fcuk it okay! No more the past Rachel that you know anymore..
What i really wanted just a simple relationship and life. That all i can say nitex :)
Posted @ 10:46 PM
Friday, September 30, 2011
Yaya
After for 1 month that we have been together, i realies that things does not really working well. Some of the things i find it so ridiculous that you can get so easily angry over it. Even just a facebook comment. You can just like angry till machiam like i really did wrong a damn big stuff like that. I have try myself for letting you even though i know that i'm neither that perfect. Ya i admit that i m a selfish person which only always wanted to win. I just can't help it when you actually control me too over. Seriously i can't stand it. I need my freedom back. I'm tired and sick of this kind of relationship. Always quarrel over small little problem. Ya to you is a big things but to me is a small things. I need we really have to sit down and talk about it.
All i need is peace and leave me alone :(
Posted @ 7:04 PM
Thursday, September 15, 2011
I dunno what to say also
Recently when to Hong Kong, it was fun and i do enjoy it even though the air pollution there is suck but over all i'm happy :) Spend a totally of $650 there and if plus air ticket and hotel total is $ 1350? LOL!! thanks to ah jie hee >.<...if nt i will be fcuking broke ar..haaa..
When i really choose to give up, you came back to me and say, you willing to fight for me. Why don't you just fight from the start? Why only when you regret then you come back to me? Seriously i m not any fcuking toys for you to push around ar. Even though there will still be love in it, but you treating me like a fcuking toy ar? lol..I m just a fcuking stupid girl who always there for you, whenever you need me, I be there even no matter how late izzit. Buy food for you, wait for you to finish work just like a idiot. No matter how tired i m, I will always there. But you? lol..I have given you everythin include myself but what i gain? Been treated like a toy? haaa..Fcuk it okay! No more the past Rachel that you know anymore..
What i really wanted just a simple relationship and life. That all i can say nitex :)
Posted @ 10:46 PM
