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Time pass so FAST! Is August once again ._. and my birthday is coming ^_^ So Pissed off, never think of my birth month and year of born! Yesterday 4D came out 2nd Prize 0889 -.-''' Haiz not my luck ya, maybe i'm born not to win 4D :( Counting down to my birthday and now is left with 20Days. I don't know where to go and where to celebrate. Starting thought of going clubbing but is BORED! Then think of movie and is BORED again. :( What should i do? Where should i go? I totally have no idea. Zzz. Face keep coming out PIMPLES which i hate the most! Have the thinking of going do Plastic Surgery HAAAA! But it will never happen ba. Firstly is too expensive which i don't think i can afford. Secondly People will say you that your face is fake -.-'''. Thirdly i'm afraid of PAIN T_T. Even though i have Tattoo, ear mouth piercing and give birth before but Halo is Plastic Surgery lerz not something else! They going to cut your face here and there. It sound so scary and plus some more the picture that they post in online? OMG! *FAINT* The most Simple i wanna do on my face and that will be Double eye lid. As my Double eye lid one side is Mono lid (Is called Mono lid because i know it through Youtube Video -.-) and another side is half lid.( Means line till half wad) I have difficulties in drawing Eyeliner as one side have to draw thicker and another side don't need. What i know that is Double Eyelid Surgery only take up to 10-15minutes. Even though is like so fast but after everything, it will be damn FUCKING PAINFUL! :( After looking at all the image online, then i realize that my face actually not very nice T_T. Like example my nose, now then i know is so flat -.-''' My cheek bone is not that obvious, My chin is not a V shape Haiz. Seeing people have natural beauty, how i wish i have that too sigh. But no worries, when i m brave enough and have more saving, i will go do the double eye lid Surgery HOHO :P! Other then that is not acceptable as even how nice i make myself now, as in the future when you get older, it will only make your face more worse! So God please treat me nicer, let me earn more and more MONEY <3 b="b">



I just felt so FUCK UP!!! FML!!! Everyday like that, everyday confirm will have problem. Hate it seriously. Continue post as much things as you want in FACEBOOK then! I'm tired and felt so FUCK UP! Seriously i hate my fucking life. 



Haiz my bill have not been clear for so long OMG! :( Just waiting for my line to be cut off ya :( I felt so stressed up, no money T_T. Life been so suck recently ya, hoping to get my pay asap but by then i will be broke again -.-''' My partners is gone again, they should not even ask her to come back work since you guys already know she is been terminated -.-. Should i go buy 4D or toto? And try my luck? Haa maybe i should :)



I have enough of all this.! I'm tired of this fcuking relationship that you give me! Enough of all your fcuking lies! No more trust in you! FML!!!



Another day have pass, it's getting nearer to 12-04-2012 Haiz. Is Jamadi birthday, how i wish i will be able to celebrate it with him. I am wondering how is he? I just don't know why is so hard to forget him :(

I Miss u a lots :(



It been a long time since my last update. A lot of things happen. I just hate my life. Start from my bf. I don't think we should continue be together. He is being more and more rdiculous. Always suspect this and that, think i with other guys go for lunch and all that. Fcuk it ar. I am so sick and tired repeating the same things to him. He just simply can't understand me and catch what i'm actually trying to tell him. Told him that i wanted a break up for a lot of times but he just won't accept the fact. Soon or later we will still break up right? Continue like that you are just making me suffering through out the relationship. As my mum already show some hints toward you and hope you will know. But you just want to continue act a blur and then end up push the blame on me. And say why you want me move home lerz? Izzit got any motive or whatever shit larz. Pissed! I just don't feel like seeing your face everyday, you are too over sticky! Seriously i hate my life a lot! I just want to be alone understand!

My mum condition is getting worse, i also don't know what to do. When ever she take care of my daughter, i will worried. But i have no choice, i have to work. :( More and more stress is coming for me, i don't have place to run but to face it.
Why can't i just be like other people have a wonderful life? Don't have to worry this and that? I'm so sick and tired of everything, how i wish i can give up on everything.

Honestly speaking, i still miss Jamadi a lot. Everyone is really damn different from him. I miss the times we together, and most important is i miss the times when he is my bf :( No oen can win him in my heart. Suddenly i felt lonely, i wish to go back to past and be with him :( But i know is impossible. T.T I also think he don't love me le ba :( Maybe is i love him too over le ba :(



Another year have pass, and is Valentine's Day again. Don't really feel happy even baby bring down a Rilakkuma that is for me. I m still wondering of his words,whether is he lying to me? Haix.. Starting say will bring flower over, even though i don't like flowers a lot but will still feel happy right. He starting say that he have already made order of the stuff all that. Then suddenly say the bear no more. What i see from the website is that, flower shop got rilakkuma de merz? Even have i don't think that online shop have. Then nevermind, today he only came down with a Rilakkuma which make me abit not happy. But is still a sincere right haiz.. Not celebrating or whatever. Just staying at home and sleep. Maybe i just don't have the life to celebrate a romantic Valentine Day ba. :(

Time pass so FAST! Is August once again ._. and my birthday is coming ^_^ So Pissed off, never think of my birth month and year of born! Yesterday 4D came out 2nd Prize 0889 -.-''' Haiz not my luck ya, maybe i'm born not to win 4D :( Counting down to my birthday and now is left with 20Days. I don't know where to go and where to celebrate. Starting thought of going clubbing but is BORED! Then think of movie and is BORED again. :( What should i do? Where should i go? I totally have no idea. Zzz. Face keep coming out PIMPLES which i hate the most! Have the thinking of going do Plastic Surgery HAAAA! But it will never happen ba. Firstly is too expensive which i don't think i can afford. Secondly People will say you that your face is fake -.-'''. Thirdly i'm afraid of PAIN T_T. Even though i have Tattoo, ear mouth piercing and give birth before but Halo is Plastic Surgery lerz not something else! They going to cut your face here and there. It sound so scary and plus some more the picture that they post in online? OMG! *FAINT* The most Simple i wanna do on my face and that will be Double eye lid. As my Double eye lid one side is Mono lid (Is called Mono lid because i know it through Youtube Video -.-) and another side is half lid.( Means line till half wad) I have difficulties in drawing Eyeliner as one side have to draw thicker and another side don't need. What i know that is Double Eyelid Surgery only take up to 10-15minutes. Even though is like so fast but after everything, it will be damn FUCKING PAINFUL! :( After looking at all the image online, then i realize that my face actually not very nice T_T. Like example my nose, now then i know is so flat -.-''' My cheek bone is not that obvious, My chin is not a V shape Haiz. Seeing people have natural beauty, how i wish i have that too sigh. But no worries, when i m brave enough and have more saving, i will go do the double eye lid Surgery HOHO :P! Other then that is not acceptable as even how nice i make myself now, as in the future when you get older, it will only make your face more worse! So God please treat me nicer, let me earn more and more MONEY <3 b="b">



I just felt so FUCK UP!!! FML!!! Everyday like that, everyday confirm will have problem. Hate it seriously. Continue post as much things as you want in FACEBOOK then! I'm tired and felt so FUCK UP! Seriously i hate my fucking life. 



Haiz my bill have not been clear for so long OMG! :( Just waiting for my line to be cut off ya :( I felt so stressed up, no money T_T. Life been so suck recently ya, hoping to get my pay asap but by then i will be broke again -.-''' My partners is gone again, they should not even ask her to come back work since you guys already know she is been terminated -.-. Should i go buy 4D or toto? And try my luck? Haa maybe i should :)



I have enough of all this.! I'm tired of this fcuking relationship that you give me! Enough of all your fcuking lies! No more trust in you! FML!!!



Another day have pass, it's getting nearer to 12-04-2012 Haiz. Is Jamadi birthday, how i wish i will be able to celebrate it with him. I am wondering how is he? I just don't know why is so hard to forget him :(

I Miss u a lots :(



It been a long time since my last update. A lot of things happen. I just hate my life. Start from my bf. I don't think we should continue be together. He is being more and more rdiculous. Always suspect this and that, think i with other guys go for lunch and all that. Fcuk it ar. I am so sick and tired repeating the same things to him. He just simply can't understand me and catch what i'm actually trying to tell him. Told him that i wanted a break up for a lot of times but he just won't accept the fact. Soon or later we will still break up right? Continue like that you are just making me suffering through out the relationship. As my mum already show some hints toward you and hope you will know. But you just want to continue act a blur and then end up push the blame on me. And say why you want me move home lerz? Izzit got any motive or whatever shit larz. Pissed! I just don't feel like seeing your face everyday, you are too over sticky! Seriously i hate my life a lot! I just want to be alone understand!

My mum condition is getting worse, i also don't know what to do. When ever she take care of my daughter, i will worried. But i have no choice, i have to work. :( More and more stress is coming for me, i don't have place to run but to face it.
Why can't i just be like other people have a wonderful life? Don't have to worry this and that? I'm so sick and tired of everything, how i wish i can give up on everything.

Honestly speaking, i still miss Jamadi a lot. Everyone is really damn different from him. I miss the times we together, and most important is i miss the times when he is my bf :( No oen can win him in my heart. Suddenly i felt lonely, i wish to go back to past and be with him :( But i know is impossible. T.T I also think he don't love me le ba :( Maybe is i love him too over le ba :(



Another year have pass, and is Valentine's Day again. Don't really feel happy even baby bring down a Rilakkuma that is for me. I m still wondering of his words,whether is he lying to me? Haix.. Starting say will bring flower over, even though i don't like flowers a lot but will still feel happy right. He starting say that he have already made order of the stuff all that. Then suddenly say the bear no more. What i see from the website is that, flower shop got rilakkuma de merz? Even have i don't think that online shop have. Then nevermind, today he only came down with a Rilakkuma which make me abit not happy. But is still a sincere right haiz.. Not celebrating or whatever. Just staying at home and sleep. Maybe i just don't have the life to celebrate a romantic Valentine Day ba. :(

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Loves to go Clubbing and Drinking. The last time i went to club is on February 2012. LOL! Is 5 months ago ya, as i think is also better for me ba. Even though i know i will still miss it! T_T Hoping for myself to slim down on my Face! I know it's baby fats but i just can't take it! Grr!